I want to smoke cigarettes in outdoor cafes: 02 de mayo de 2014

I want to wear jewelry and paint my nails and smoke cigarettes in outdoor cafes while drinking coffee and writing. I want to eat healthy food, cook healthy food, smoke weed and drink mate with friends and talk about the mind and the world and relationships in psychological and socioeconomic terms.

I want to have friends that only speak Spanish. I want to play with soccer balls in the park and make jewelry to sell. I want to wear worn clothes that are worn out simply because they have proven useful or efficient for the climate and for a variety of activities.

I want to publish a book and have that be the source of my income. I want to surround myself with people that have good energy, positive vibrations, buenas ondas. I want to have a garden with flowers and vegetables. I want to run by the ocean, lay on the beach in shorts and a bikini top, be in nature often, live in a shitty flat or a big house with friends.

I want to spend time alone in order to think deeply and pensively. I want to read literature in English and books of the appropriate reading level in Spanish. I want to write poetry and travel and sleep with my cat hidden under the covers.

I want to walk to the street market for the necessary supplies. I want piercings and tattoos and braided long hair with an ombre of bleach and my dirty blonde color at the roots. I want to minimize and use only the essentials. I want to think creatively and differently about familiar things. I want to be resourceful and street smart and wise. I want to write letters to my friends and family and send them packages with small gifts.

“The less I speak, the more I know.”