I Hate My Book: July 10, 2010
July 10, 2010 This isn’t important unless I’m famous, or I die suddenly and tragically, or if I have a huge impact on someone. It’s all perspective! If someone who thought I was brilliant in some way discovered this diary, maybe they’d think it was real and artistic. If someone that didn’t give a shit about me found it they’d probably discard it the same way I disregard people in conversations because I’m standoffish. What else do I need to say? I’ve been writing my book and I think it’s shit.* I hate it. Everything I’ve said is stupid and…
I Started Writing a Book: June 14, 2010
June 14, 2010 Home, lovely. Iʼve already accomplished a lot. Yesterday I went mountain biking with Dad and it was a pretty good workout. I crashed going down because I suck at steering ha. Today I woke at 5:50, not…
“I Might Fear Truth”: June 04, 2010
June 04, 2010 “I Might Fear Truth” Artist’s Statement UCOR I might be a lot of things. I’m just a moment in time. I don’t know how I feel a lot of the time. Should I always be happy? What…
Syler & Idk About SPU: June 01, 2010
June 01, 2010 Everything’s flying past me. I’m trying to cradle this moment in my hands, pet it and whisper to it and love it, but somehow I can’t manage it. Camila, Bob, and Luke came over for the weekend,…
Cry to Chadwick + Bailee: April 27, 2010
April 27, 2010 I’m in Pura Vida. Today is Tuesday, my design class got cancelled, best day ever. I just met with some classmates to go over a project for that class, so yeah, it’s cool. It just randomly started…
Worried All Day: March 25, 2010
March 25, 2010 I want to get a yin yang tattoo on my arm, near my wrist. I was so anxious today. For no reason.* There are too many things to say and I’m real tired. I need balance. [*Triwheel…
Stealing Downtown: February 15, 2010
February 15, 2010 Today I went downtown with Alexis and we stole a shit ton of shit. Ha. XXX, XXX, XXX,* that might be it. And we took the wrong bus back so we had to walk back to SPU…
Leaked Period: January 09, 2010
January 09, 2010 Alright, fuck my life. I keep trying to be alone and people keep attacking me! At Grady yesterday I was sitting right by the door because I’m retarded, and so when Jean and Zara came in they…
Zoloft: December 20, 2009
December 20, 2009 Sunday. Finished The Alchemist, reading The Wisdom of Insecurity which is very good, enlightening. I just finished watching James Bond, he is sexy! Today I had breakfast around 10:30, then went to visit Grandpa Louie with Mom…
I want to publish my diaries: November 03, 2009
November 03, 2009 Yesterday class stressed me out because we have a 5-page paper due soon on a subject I know nothing about, and just writing this is making me anxious. And I didn’t hang out with Calvin at all…
Kissed Calvin: October 09, 2009
October 09, 2009 Today I had school, and it was alright. In Japanese pop culture class we had cadres which is like little groups, and we met in the lounge and made paper cranes and talked, and I feel considerably…