December 13, 2010 It’s Christmas break. So much time I have spent dreaming of this moment. No soccer, no school. And now I’m here. Yesterday we got our tree, and Dad and I got haircuts. I love mine! Sawyer and…

November 11, 2010 Things I like: books, music, movies, Buddhism/Zen, coffee shops, traveling, art, writing, fashion being fucking insane ← I don’t like that, do I? Why does the city make me feel hopeless and desperate? I’m in a Starbucks…

October 06, 2010 I’ve been realizing more and more that I don’t want to go here next year. And that maybe I should start being a real person and doing something with my life instead of being scared to make…

September 27, 2010 Lots to say. Today was the first day of school. I felt hot and sweaty all day. Soccer was stupid. I HATE CHADWICK.* Weights was right after class, Chadwick thought I was going to hurt myself because…

August 19, 2010 Thursday. Been here for four days. Two-a-days. Ugh. I made both fitness tests. Mariah and Kan are my roommates. Kan has a 23-year-old boyfriend, he looks like he’s 30 haha. I hung out with Syler today at…

July 10, 2010 This isn’t important unless I’m famous, or I die suddenly and tragically, or if I have a huge impact on someone. It’s all perspective! If someone who thought I was brilliant in some way discovered this diary,…

June 14, 2010 Home, lovely. Iʼve already accomplished a lot. Yesterday I went mountain biking with Dad and it was a pretty good workout. I crashed going down because I suck at steering ha. Today I woke at 5:50, not…