Who cares? 19 March 2012

THINGS: Who cares? About anything? How do you care? Futility.

How are we to survive? How can I conquer my own irrationality? Slight changes in my mind – hopelessness/despair, then excitement for the future; feelings of doom and that bad things are happening, and then the feeling of opportunity.

HOME means: a printer, clothes I haven’t worn in forever, legit alone time (no Moe), bigger living space, selling clothes, applying for jobs, real classes, real homework, family, spending less money, downloading music?, watching TV, being in an actual HOME, not just a place to live, working on my book?, real food, forward in time, organization, DIY, crafts,

London means: exploration, artistic things, riding the tube and the buses, interesting people, water, travel, going home with guys, partying, no curfew, no checking in with parents, trains, independence, new things every day, Russell Howard’s Good News, liberal, unconventional, crazy, unique, REAL people,