Cry to Chadwick + Bailee: April 27, 2010
April 27, 2010
I’m in Pura Vida. Today is Tuesday, my design class got cancelled, best day ever. I just met with some classmates to go over a project for that class, so yeah, it’s cool. It just randomly started pouring and all I’m wearing is a sweatshirt so I don’t want to walk back up to Avery. I kind of need to though because I have to get some shit done before 5, because that’s when Zara gets out of class and we are going to eat our weed pumpkin bread. Ha! And that will take up like the rest of my day…
Yesterday I got a lot of reading done, it was good. Then at practice I was in the worst mood and I cried while talking to Chadwick and Bailee about how I’m frustrated with the formation and defending.* I think it’s just because I’m about to start my period. I felt better afterwards. UGH.
[*Triwheel chart follows.]
Today is safe because it’s raining and I’m leaning against a wall in the corner out of everybody’s way, and I’m in a coffee shop where the lights are dim and warm. I’m wearing sweats and I’m alone. Alone is so beautiful, and so terrible. It is all I’ve ever wanted and everything that makes me hate who I am.* Chris is in the C-store working right now. I’m totes going to go in there and buy something haha, he totally wants me. Ok bye LYMY.
[*12th house everything. AC lord Saturn in the 12th, but very dignified (day chart, in his own sign, in the house of his joy).]
[Anything interesting about the transits that speaks to Ana crying? I don’t have an exact time but I figure practice was probably after noon. Moon is in Libra trining Ana’s natal Venus, progressed Sun, and AC. It also squares the nodes and Ana’s Neptune (NN conjoins her Neptune by degree), and separates from the sextile to transiting Mars. Mars conjoins her Jupiter by degree and opposes her Venus and progressed Sun. Sun and Mercury retrograde apply to conjoin each other in Taurus, squaring Ana’s Venus-Jupiter and transiting Mars (Sun’s a bit wide). They also trine Ana’s Moon and transiting Pluto. Venus has entered Gemini and trines Ana’s progressed Moon and her POF, so grand air trine between those three. Venus also conjoins Ana’s progressed Mars and applies to square her progressed Venus.
Do the astrological symbols describe Ana crying out of frustration at practice? Does any of this describe her recent mention of her art project and how she’s relating it to her existential concerns?]