Friendship action + sexual tension: September 08, 2008

September 08, 2008

There is a LOT to say.* First of all, before the Lewiston trip I spent the night at Lisbet’s, and we were at Conrad’s house with Bri and him and it was SO FUN! He has a chinchilla because his aunt needed him to take care of it, and it’s like every animal combined! It looks like a cat and a rat and a bunny and a mouse, and like every rodent ever. So weird. And we smoked out of his gravity, and did knife hits, and I got really high, and it was really weird! And really fun. Oh and Conrad played his guitar for us, and he’s so fucking incredible. And dead sexy, I’m not gonna lie. I’m seriously in love with him. And we sat in his room and it felt like forever we were in there. And there was this one moment that was hilarious just because we were high, and it was when there was this fuzz in the air and we were trying to keep it up in the air, and Conrad lost it in the fan and we were all disappointed, and then we found it again and we were so happy!

[*Triwheel chart follows.]

But I had to drive home [to Lisbet’s] really high, and I followed Lisbet and Bri, and I tailgated them the whole way because I had no idea what was going on, and I kept forgetting where I was and losing myself in my thoughts.

And then when we got to Lisbet’s me and Bri were sitting at the kitchen table, and she was making weird faces at me, and it was like she was changing into a lot of people, and each feature of her face was a different person, and then she kept changing into different animals; it was so WEIRD! And I don’t even know how I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I was so out of it. And when we finally went to bed it was only 1:30 and it felt like it was 4 a.m. And then Eli called because he wanted to hang out with us and smoke but we were like asleep while talking to him so it never happened. And I felt really bad.

But then we had to get up at 5:30 to get on the bus to Lewiston. I slept a lot, and listened to music. I sat by Lisbet. We got in the pool at the hotel, and I roomed with Nora and Kirstie. I had to sleep with Nora, but it wasn’t that bad. She’s really nice. We had a game that day vs. XXX, and we won. And the next day we played XXX and we won too. I didn’t score. Lisbet and I walked to McDonald’s to see Eli and Tanner the first night.

Then after our second game I went with my parents instead of leaving on the bus with everyone else. I watched Camila play right after us, they lost, and then I went with her to her house, and then Grandma’s where we showered. We kinda did nothing for awhile, just hung out with the fam, and then we went to dinner at Zany Graze, it was delish, and my dad was being creepy and making sick jokes with Jared. And Marla came. It was fun. Camila and I texted each other the whole time, arguing about doing ecstasy because she has one and I wanted to split it with her. But we didn’t. She scraped off a little from it just so I could taste it. Nothing happened of course. But she’s done it like twice before.

But we ended up going to this kid’s house who is a boxer, or a fighter or whatever, and there were a few people there. And they all thought I looked like this girl named Sam…hmm…Then we went to this other person’s house and it was really fun. There were more people, and they were drunk or high or something and I wish I was too, but it was fun. Joel was there and this girl named Andi who is so cool and who wears cool clothes. And they are all so open-minded and like me and fashionable and I wish I lived up there. Sort of. I mean I wish they all lived down here with me. Especially Camila. And Joel likes me I guess. And he’s so cute, he has glasses and he’s so cool and I love him. So we are totally going to hook up next time I go up there. And by the time I actually get up there I’ll have gotten my braces off probably. WOO!

Alright I’m gonna go to bed. Goodnight! Oh wait. Today we played XXX and we won 6-2, but our first half was so terrible, everyone played so bad. But I scored thrice in the second half so that was cool. Ok night.

[*This is a triwheel chart with Ana’s natal and secondary progressed charts, and the transit chart set for what I believe is the date of Ana’s sleepover at Lisbet’s – the same night they hung out with Conrad and his chinchilla. This entry describes a lot of friendship action and sexual tension, and I think it reflects the ongoing Venus-Mercury-Mars conjunction in Libra trine Ana’s Venus in Aquarius (thus sextile her Jupiter), square her Moon-Uranus in Cap, and sextile her MC in Sag. This is active for several days. That conjunction is also semi-sextile her progressed Moon, and as her progressed Sun conjoins her natal Venus, it trines her progressed Sun as well. Do these astrological symbols describe the energy of her entry?

What’s interesting is that the last time Ana was in Lewiston hanging with Camila’s friends (May 31, 2008) including Joel, Venus was trine her Venus from Gemini, this time conjunct the Sun. Which means Venus opposed Ana’s MC and was inconjunct her Moon-Uranus. Mercury was retrograde in Gemini but farther along in the sign, closer to trining her AC.]