Lisbet drama: January 28, 2008
January 28, 2008
COMPLAINTS?
213.291.7778*
[*From You Don’t Love Me Yet by Jonathan Lethem]
Good author = Jonathan Lethem
Today was good I guess. Everyone liked my Rage shirt. Especially guys haha. It was cool. I have a math test tomorrow, and I’m at the library. I’m going to study here, and renew my Da Vinci book, for the millionth time! Oh well. I just haven’t really found time to read it. Oh and I found the complaint number on the back of You Don’t Love Me Yet. I think I’m goin’ to lunch DT with Eli tomorrow, even though I don’t have to. I’m just cool like that. Ok well I’m going to go study. Bye.
I need to work up the courage to call that phone number. I think tomorrow I’m going to bring this to school and my Da Vinci book and read and write, because I’m so sick of having to renew that book all the time. It’s so annoying.
I’m distancing myself from Lisbet, not really on purpose, and I think that’s a good thing for me. It’s a strange relationship between us. First of all, she got me breadsticks for my birthday. That’s all. For lunch. And I guess that shows how much she cares, you know? Because I got her a $10 gift card to Starbucks, and she bought me a $2 lunch. So, I’m feeling a little neglected you know?
And it seems like she’s a bit pushy. She’s stubborn, and believes that she is ALWAYS right, and if I disagree with her opinions, I’m stupid. Or bad, or just wrong. I think it’s good for us not to be together a lot. Because she just makes me feel really stupid a lot, and I hate that feeling. And it’s retarded! Because one time I said hi to Stella and when she was gone Lisbet was like, “I can’t believe you just did that, I can’t believe you added her on MySpace! Don’t talk to her! Blah blah blah!” It’s like, I am my own person you know? I can acknowledge anyone I want, let me be me.
God and the birthday thing! I’m dwelling on it I know, but seriously! She got Josie roses and chocolates! And I got Lisbet roses too! So I get breadsticks in return! THANKS LISBET! You’re a real friend! Pain in my asshole, Jesus!
HAHA OH MY GOD I just called the complaint line and vented about this birthday dilemma to a machine recording! How cool is that! Oh my god that is so cool. I am so calling that again. Not now though. I want to work at a complaint line, I think it would be so interesting.
Ok well I have to go to bed, math test tomorrow, and I need sleep. Even though I’m not going to get it since it’s almost 11:20.* FUCK.
[*I’ll use the chart of this moment for the Lisbet drama. Charts and notes follow.]
I love you
Solo tú
I’m wearing my orange shoes tomorrow YAY!
[AC is 12° Libra trine the Sun and Chiron in Aquarius and square Jupiter in Capricorn. AC ruler Venus is conjunct Jupiter and more widely square the AC. Moon is 28° Libra trine both Mars retrograde in Gemini and the Neptune-Mercury retrograde-NN action at the end of Aquarius. Mercury turned retrograde this day which is interesting. MC is 15° Cancer widely opposite Jupiter and closely trine Uranus in Pisces.]
[There’s a lot of interesting stuff in Ana’s transits. First, the AC of the moment is trine her Venus within a degree (thus also sextile her Jupiter), and also trine Chiron which is still within orb of a conjunction with her Venus. Venus and Jupiter are conjunct her Moon, Jupiter by degree. Transiting Moon is square the core axis of her chart. Mercury turned retrograde while conjunct Neptune, both close to Ana’s AC. The Mercury-Neptune stuff is also relatively close to the NN at this point, Mercury being about four degrees away. Mercury is within orb of a square to her Mars as well, and the nodes are still tightly square her Mars. The Sun is applying to conjoin/oppose Ana’s Venus-Jupiter and is sextile by degree her MC in Sag.
This brings up some questions for me about astrological stuff that I still don’t understand. The first is regarding Lisbet. You’d think that the Venus-Jupiter conjunction exactly on Ana’s Moon (exact on the 31st) would be a very beneficial thing regarding women, but this coincides with Ana’s realization (which actually has been a long time coming) that Lisbet isn’t a particularly good friend to her. The intensity/exactitude of this transit doesn’t manifest in an obvious way to me and I feel like it should? Maybe that’s just the nature of the 12th house though, as it often has to do with hidden enemies.
Another thing I’m wondering about has to do with the Moon as Ana’s new profection lord. As its transits are so rapid, how do you even say that whatever significant event occurring is related to its movement? Like I could look at the Moon and say that because it’s the profection lord and it’s squaring the core of Ana’s chart, that is significant and maybe related to Ana distancing herself from Lisbet. But would that be an accurate thing to say when it’s such a quick transit? And then would it always need to incorporate 6th house issues as the Moon rules her 6th? It’d be interesting to analyze the whole year by tracking the Moon transits, but that’s clearly out of my scope here.]