2010 - Volume 2

Stealing Downtown: February 15, 2010

February 15, 2010

Today I went downtown with Alexis and we stole a shit ton of shit. Ha. XXX, XXX, XXX,* that might be it. And we took the wrong bus back so we had to walk back to SPU from Ballard, which was fine. It was really fun though. We smoked and drank coffee.

[*Not gonna tell you where they stole shit from. Also, biwheel chart follows.]

Yesterday was Valentine’s Day and I rearranged our dorm, it looks so kaba! Jean helped me after awhile, and then today when Lillian got back she changed it a bit as well, so it’s way cool. I feel excited because it’s like I have my own room since it’s the way I want it to be. And I’m sleeping on the floor now yippee! No more climbing awkwardly over my desk!

I watched Lost tonight, and just organized random stuff on my desk. I am so excited/happy. 🙂 I feel like a real person. I live in Seattle, I ride the bus downtown and spend my days shoplifting, people watching, and letting the scent of coffee and cigarettes permeate my skin. It’s so lovely.

At Adin’s I drank, got real tipsy but probably not drunk, and it was fun anyways. And Mariah got SUPER shwasted and was throwing up, so me and Sierra took care of her and I felt like a really good friend, which I think I was ha. And it was weird. Because Trevor was flirting with me kinda, and I dunno. Him and Mila have a fucked up relationship. But he grabbed me around the waist and pulled me over so I was sitting on him, and then when Alexis came into the room I was like, “ALEXIS!” And I got up to go over to her and he just kept grabbing me and pulling me back over to him, and it happened like four times and I was like, “You are mean for keeping me from my best friend!” when he finally let me go, and he was like, “I was jealous!” And I am in love with him, and it’s NOT ok, absolutely never permitted EVER EVER EVER. UGH. So weird, he is giving me mixed messages.

Today no school or workout. LOVELY. Tomorrow Tom’s NOOOOO. We have to do the 12-minute run. I am a bit nervous, but it’ll be ok, especially when it’s over ha. Ok well I’m going to go now. LYMY!

[I think the fact that Ana and Alexis spent all day shoplifting is pretty wild, and this is maybe the first moment that it starts to get really out of hand. The astrology of her stealing shit would be interesting to analyze as a whole arc, but it’s obviously out of my scope here. I think the Venus-Jupiter conjunction in Pisces, Ana’s 2nd, is notable with respect to shoplifting, as the 2nd has to do with resources and money. I’m not sure if that tracks though. Venus and Jupiter both sextile Pluto and apply to sextile Ana’s Moon. They’re also conjunct her progressed Venus (not shown).

Other noteworthy transits include the Sun conjoining the Chiron-Neptune conjunction in Aquarius. I feel like at this point that conjunction is definitively square Ana’s Mars. I wonder if that speaks to her pretty intense use of alcohol lately? Mercury applies to conjoin Ana’s Venus in Aquarius and oppose her Jupiter. Mars is now at 3° Leo, at the midpoint between Ana’s progressed Mars (not shown) and transiting Saturn retrograde. The Mercury-Mars opposition occurred in Ana’s 1st and 7th on February 13. Maybe that’s reflected in the previous entry where you can clearly tell Ana’s getting irritated about the Christian journaling prompts. Mars also opposes Ana’s POF by degree, which Saturn trines (and thus her progressed Mars trines it as well). Also the Moon in Pisces applies to conjoin Uranus at 24° Pisces, which sextiles/trines Ana’s Sun-Chiron.

Another interesting thing about this entry is the situation with Trevor. I’m not sure what day this occurred because Ana doesn’t say, but there was obviously a party at Adin’s (I bet you it was Saturday the 13th). Ana low-key has a crush on Trevor, but him and Mila (who Ana absolutely loves) are in an ongoing, clearly exclusive relationship. Mila must not have been at that party, especially if Trevor is grabbing Ana around the waist and pulling her to sit on top of him. Anything about the astrology that would describe this situation? The Moon that night would have conjoined the Sun-Chiron-Neptune stuff, meaning there was a new Moon on Chiron-Neptune in Aquarius.]