Wide Awake: April 27, 2009
April 27, 2009
Today’s Monday, and after school I went to Java with Sawyer and Lacy, and I read a ton of The Road, and it was fun. So right now I’m all bzz bzz bzz!!! And it’s 12:10 a.m.,* and I’m wide awake, so I know that tomorrow I’ll be fucked…but oh well I’ll just sleep after school, maybe at lunch.
[*Charts and notes follow.]
Anyways…we watched Quarantine, which was good but funny because the people were so retarded and they did all the wrong things! And the girl main character kept freaking out the whole time and it was really irritating…hmm…I didn’t work out today, I decided to give myself a break, but I guess I’m not going to get much sleep…oh well. I dyed the bottom layer of my bangs this yellow color and it looks like pee, but I think it washed out because I just took a shower.
Oh yesterday we watched Lars and the Real Girl, and it was so funny in a weird way…Yesterday we had a women’s league game and I scored from a PK because the goalie fouled me, kind of…the ref was pretty dumb so I dunno if the call was legitimate or not…I talked to Eli on Facebook IM tonight, and the other day too. I also talked to Thomas [Sawyer’s friend since forever], which is a weird thing, we aren’t even friends really…
I think our senior skip day is this Friday, which I definitely plan on skipping! It’s Karly’s too so I might go to Lucky Peak with her and her senior class. That’d be fun I think. I’d see people I used to go to school with which would be weird as shit. I wonder if they remember me, I feel like that was in another life…
I feel nervous/anxious about not going to bed at this hour, but I think as a teen it is my duty to do weird shit like this and feel like shit, it’s like mandatory or something. Especially in high school because high school “ducks a sick.”
Ok well I think I’ll go read or watch a movie or something. I wish I didn’t have to sleep. Love you.
[Does anything about the chart of the moment speak to being high on caffeine late at night and not being able to sleep because of it? The AC is 19° Sag square Uranus, although the orb is a bit wide. Mercury and Uranus are also sextile so maybe that describes it a bit? The AC is also opposing the Moon in Gemini and squaring Saturn in Virgo. AC ruler is Jupiter applying to conjoin Chiron and Neptune in Aquarius, and the Moon applies to trine all of them. MC is 13° Libra, widely trine the Moon as well, and the MC ruler is Venus conjunct Mars in Aries, both square Pluto and sextile/trine the nodal axis, Mars being exact by degree. What is notable to you about the chart of the moment?]
[What’s interesting about how the moment hits Ana’s chart is that the AC sextiles her AC and the Moon separates from a trine to it. The MC trines her Venus, sextiles her Jupiter, and squares her Neptune. Mercury is conjunct Ana’s Mars by degree, thus trining/sextiling the core axis of her chart. The Venus-Mars conjunction squares her Mercury and transiting Pluto. The Sun applies to square her Venus from Taurus and trines her Moon. How do the transits hitting Ana’s chart describe the context of her entry?]