Want to be a writer?: November 11, 2010
November 11, 2010 Things I like: books, music, movies, Buddhism/Zen, coffee shops, traveling, art, writing, fashion being fucking insane ← I don’t like that, do I? Why does the city make me feel hopeless and desperate? I’m in a Starbucks…
I want to study abroad: October 06, 2010
October 06, 2010 I’ve been realizing more and more that I don’t want to go here next year. And that maybe I should start being a real person and doing something with my life instead of being scared to make…
I Hate Chadwick: September 27, 2010
September 27, 2010 Lots to say. Today was the first day of school. I felt hot and sweaty all day. Soccer was stupid. I HATE CHADWICK.* Weights was right after class, Chadwick thought I was going to hurt myself because…
Hit in the Face: August 19, 2010
August 19, 2010 Thursday. Been here for four days. Two-a-days. Ugh. I made both fitness tests. Mariah and Kan are my roommates. Kan has a 23-year-old boyfriend, he looks like he’s 30 haha. I hung out with Syler today at…
I Hate My Book: July 10, 2010
July 10, 2010 This isn’t important unless I’m famous, or I die suddenly and tragically, or if I have a huge impact on someone. It’s all perspective! If someone who thought I was brilliant in some way discovered this diary,…
I Started Writing a Book: June 14, 2010
June 14, 2010 Home, lovely. Iʼve already accomplished a lot. Yesterday I went mountain biking with Dad and it was a pretty good workout. I crashed going down because I suck at steering ha. Today I woke at 5:50, not…
“I Might Fear Truth”: June 04, 2010
June 04, 2010 “I Might Fear Truth” Artist’s Statement UCOR I might be a lot of things. I’m just a moment in time. I don’t know how I feel a lot of the time. Should I always be happy? What…
Syler & Idk About SPU: June 01, 2010
June 01, 2010 Everything’s flying past me. I’m trying to cradle this moment in my hands, pet it and whisper to it and love it, but somehow I can’t manage it. Camila, Bob, and Luke came over for the weekend,…
Cry to Chadwick + Bailee: April 27, 2010
April 27, 2010 I’m in Pura Vida. Today is Tuesday, my design class got cancelled, best day ever. I just met with some classmates to go over a project for that class, so yeah, it’s cool. It just randomly started…
Worried All Day: March 25, 2010
March 25, 2010 I want to get a yin yang tattoo on my arm, near my wrist. I was so anxious today. For no reason.* There are too many things to say and I’m real tired. I need balance. [*Triwheel…